my line..

i decided that im going to start a fashion line. prolly in the next ten to fifteen years. i want it to be called sois.. which means "to be" in french (i take french) its like 'the essence'... like 'the act of being' (deep..huh) well i want the store to be similar to the store Zara..i heart that place..its upscale but not crazy expensive...soooo look out for sois in 2023 -- pronounced suwa =]

the gaga surprise...

i really wasn't expecting to like lady gaga's CD but i found it to be great... i very much enjoyed its collection of upbeat and party tempo songs. Her performance at the mtv awards was no less of "interesting" but i was happy to see the more about music and less about "making a statement" side of her. Listening to this cd (fame moster) always seems to make me wanna get dressed and go out..to paint the town yellow and dance around while doing so. listen if you haven't.

I needa car...

i really need a car/ badly/ sadly i walk/ better yet i run/ ride shotgun with license in hand/ sometimes i get lucky on weekends/ other times im stuck/ i sit/ with pen or paint brush in hand/ painting my escape plan/ to get out and shout/ to run jump and crawl/ but until i find keys/ i go nowhere at all/.

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escape to a movie...

Have you every escaped the world into a movie..? you know...when your having a crap day and you go to the movies and become consumed by the story. forgetting your friends or date is even there...sometimes the movie isn't even that good. its just soo much better then the day your experiencing that you love it.
i love that feeling and the one after...when you walk out of the theater and back to your crap life..and you think that was the greatest fucking movie everrrr! =]

chocolate optimism...

I swear I saw my day fall away…for me. Through my hands..away from standard time…away from my heart and mind. I watched as small things went wrong. One by one as the day went on..slowly it slipped away. Until I could not longer grab it back…take control..optomise my situation. I walked..wondering how it had all happened replaying it in my mind.. I reached im my pocket only to find a tootsie roll.. half unwrapped..i finished the job and popped it back. the chocolately bliss renewed my hope. I felt the sugar seep into my soul and this is the whisper I was told: today has slipped away in time, fallen, lost never to be found…but tomorrow is still in your hands…don’t let it hit the ground.

yet i love you winter.....

i am amazed at how much of a love-hate relationship i have with the winter time. The snow sometimes takes my breath away with its beauty then the wind literally takes my breath away as well as my hat. i do love winter wear; boots leggings hats wool etc. but i hate that sometimes its sooooo cold that no one every sees your party worthy outfit. i hate slipping on ice, shoveling snow and feeling like your phalanges are going to fall off and constantly blowing my nose but for some reason i always forget all the cons...until they happen... but then again its always easy to love winter when your sitting inside...